got up at 5
tried to work
went to bed at 6
was woken at 8
do not remember what i said
someone else called at half nine
i think i sent them somewhere, hopefully politely
fell asleep at 10 or so
got up at 11
started the laundry
fell back in my bed totally prostrate
why, oh why is there no mercy killing?
and then my friend supervixen suggested a tumblr blog called the horologicon
where i found a definition for what it is ails me.