min moðor forðferde.
i think it was the best for the given circumstances,
she died like the active person she was. in action.
for which i admire her.
and also. i think the this was the best variant of all the possible variants. this is what she wanted, how she wanted to go. fast. neat. and this was it.
she was/is a great person. one without which many things lose coherence.
she fared forth. to wherever it is people go.
i will bury her. and i will think and feel later. and write later – of this and what it is i think i need to write of… all that later.
till wednesday. and then. yes, and then.